Im am 24 years old and im considered quite pretty . In the past i had many relationships which did not work out well so my friends told me to be more cautious in the future.
Recently i met somebody who i feel very comfortable with and he is very nice to me. After a while he professed his love for me. I was very happy but i play aloof and told him that i would like to stay for friends for now despite every part of me wanting to tell him that i feel the same way maybe lesser but definitely more than friends.
So i told him , lets just be friends and see how it goes, this went on for another month of so and i felt it was the right decision. I was contemplating telling him soon i start to have real feelings for him and i would like to consider him as a bf and more than just a friend. But my good friends say hold on .
One day , we were just talking casually over the phone, and i mentioned i have cravings for some fruits. He said really? and i said yes. Then he said "okay". Then he said call me later. I sort of knew what he will do, he has always been this considerate.
But he didnt call me back, two days later - i found out he died in a car accident in johor, apparently he sped all the way there to buy some fruits and crashed and died.
I am very sad about his death, really i am. But i am sadder that he died without knowing my true feelings for him. I really wish i have told him that i do love him but its now too late. This i feel will be one of the black marks or scars in my life.
So in conclusion, sometimes in life, there is no laters. Look to the person at your side, tell him/her how much you appreciate her. Life is cruel and sometimes short. There may be no next time.
Thank you.
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